im feeling really tired seh..physically i mean..hehe went to town AGAIN wif aisah cos i wanna get d slippers n cap fr esprit..but i ended up shopping more than dat..dats really typical of me i guess..hehe i got myself a pair of footwear n a top..crazy sia me!!my mum havent c my new sandals yet..if she sees it, confirm she'll nag man..then as usual she'll say "kasut kau tu dah berlambak, kau tambah lagi,beli baru"...her fave phrase for me :-) but cant help it la, i haf a fetish for shoes n bags..im a gurl after all. Luckily i didnt get any sling bag juz now cos i almost did..then it occurred to me dat i haf more than six bags in my wardrobe, so dats enuff for the time being
didnt come home dat late today..reached ard 11pm..missed my FRIENDS show again..haiz dat aisah la, dragged me to sit n eat ice-cream at mcdonalds..we were talking abt crappy stuff including sex..like y isit better for the girls to reach orgasm first b4 d guy..dunno how we reach to dat topic..its more like having sex education man..she teach me, i teach her! imagine talking abt sex while eating ice-cream...how syiok can dat be?haha
anw im online wif aisah now on msn..by right, i juz met her just now seh..now talking to her again..its true wat she says, we cant get enuf of each other..haha anw she was telling me dat she was bingit wif zaky..zaky is leaving for phuket tmr for a week so aisah is expecting his call.. then zaky called her saying dat he cant talk long cos he's outside lepaking wif his frens n dats y aisah was pissed at him..she was hoping to talk to zaky today since she wun be hearing fr him for d whole week later.. but it seemed dat zaky would rather spend time chilling wif his frens rather than talking to his own gf..i understand how aisah feels actually..i mean zaky shld spend his time talking to aisah since he's gonna be travelling wif dat same grp of frens tmr n they haf d whole wk to chill..aisah told me dat zaky prioritise his frens to her..smth which i can c in him.. sometimes i wonder if he appreciates wat aisah has been doin to him..im nt siding wif aisah or anything but i realli think dat zaky is quite insensitive to aisah's feelings..its obvious dat aisah always gif in to him but he took it for granted..i've never seen aisah so devoted to a guy b4 seh.. like she said, her past r/s were nt as difficult as dis cos her exs treated her like a princess.. hehe like they always gif in to her..but wif zaky, she gotta make sacrifices which i've already seen her doin dat..n no doubt zaky is a gd guy, but he juz needs to understand dat aisah needs his attn esp since he already started working so rite now, they're seeing less of each other..well wateva it is, i hope they manage to overcome the 'downs' of their r/s.. hang it there gurl
n dis is precisely y i dun wanna rush into a r/s now..i mean the purpose of having a guy in ur life is to make u feel more secure, knowing dat u haf someone u can turn to n it defeats d purpose if u feel miserable after getting attached thinkg of the probs u're facing..solving probs in r/s makes u a mature person but if it occurs all the time, how long can one stand it? haiz
~flew by @ 1:35 AM
